sabishii!!!!!!!

yup i am so lonely and read: BLUE
omg what am i suppose to do, i have tons of thesis stuff and i am
barely breathing from stress. basta, i AM so LONELY!!!!
i want to sing that Aegis song and eat sacks of Lindt chocolates and Cadburry
in between and some ice water to flush them all down.....

but i can't.... because i have to be genki and energetic
to finish this thesis which is due in two weeks.
it's great na rin that i was with my groupmates for the
past two days. enjoying the sauna weather, getting dirty and sticky.
then laughing all the tasks away. but we were able to get some stuff
done as we eat all along. it made me forget.

hayyyy... some things you just dont have the guts to explain because
of dear old pride. to that person, I AM LONELY.