Friday, June 30, 2006

I want to COSPLAY annie from sha-i-dahhhhh

does anyone know someone who can make this outfit for me? :)
or can anybody help me find the materials for it? teeeee ^_____^

Thursday, June 29, 2006

this picture made my day

ahahaha i got this photo somewhere in cyberspace!
it's not yet his birthday but this is one surprise he's gonna hate ahahaha

my day is not so bad anymore. hihihihi

i better hide before the man in the photo above kills me.

Can you Keep a Secret by Sophie Kinsela, heart is pumping while posting this.

my heart is pumping! i can feel it almost wants to get out of my chest.

i had two brewed coffees today, one when i arrived at my cubicle and next some minutes ago during my lunchtime.

i decided to get lunch and enjoy reading at starbucks near my alma matter. i wouldnt have found any other better place to read the book i have right now.

this is by Sophie Kinsela, the same author of the Shopaholic Series (and yep read all of them and have all of them) this book was bought to me by my mom during the book fair last year.

then i only opened it last week because of the mayhem that was happening in my love life if you may call it that. so in short, this book was my salvation and whenever i get pissed off, want to relax, or while waiting, i read this.

i almost forgot i knew how to read, my last book was citizen girl, last year, given by azrael. it still is in my office drawer (checks drawer) yes it still is. whew.

i told him i finished the book already but really, i was just by the half of it.

so for you bookworms, who need no additional drama in life, get this book and you will get your laugh trip and appreciate sensible yet fun dialogues of the characters.

im almost done!!!!

i wonder what book i will get next.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Thank You for Making my blog rank 110 in Pinoy Top Blogs!!!!

push me up ahahaha ^___^

i gathered data and got maid cosplay as a searchword for my blog.
too bad i dont have any photos and no costume for that at all.

BUT SOON I WILL! if only i get the money and creativity to create the

costume ^___^

arigato gozaimas!!!

Super Lace

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

im sick again, and no im not pretending to be a sickly weakling. i have fever and flu like everyone else in my office and in

im so tired and fatigued mentally and emotionally. im tired of all these things life is throwing at me. i find myself different too. i never used to breakdown in the middle of the night for instance.

i think my end is near. i know it is very posssible to obtain death through constant depression and i never thought i will wish to die at this very young age because i am too tired, very tired, and you have no idea how tired i am.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Harajuku Day on Manila Streets, What's my Next Job, and where am i GOING?

It was just me. haha. after all the stressful situations and workplace tales and stress, i emerged as a harajuku dresser yesterday.

for more photos:

The day before that, was tremendously bad! and so i solicited the force of Mariel,my friend for support and to relieve the negative forces in me by shopping.
it was great shopping with a GIRL again! it felt so good, i never realized how i missed shopping with the girls. i saw more stuff compared to when im just by myself or with azrael. i also enjoyed talking about other things and topics.

im still tensed though, relationships, work, career, money,family and all that. im more worried of my career. i really want a vacation and to transfer somewhere else but i cant decide where, or should i just get freelance work or be a buy and seller of various stuff. its hard to work for someone, i wanted to work for myself and if lucky, work at home and need not sit in the office from 8am-5pm.

right now, im sight seeing where it is good to go, what's the best stuff to sell, and where to get my arse sitting after august. anyway, i am skilled. i can write, do websites (and now i know how to use a database program), call and entertain people, do PR, make flash animations, and TALK. if someone out there sees this and need help in any of the above, do contact me. i'd be happy to get commissioned work and projects.

photo credits: Erving, and Azrael Coladilla

Friday, June 23, 2006


KAME PA NOH !!!!!!

kala nyo hiwalay na kame noh?

wag po maniwala sa mga tsismis at mga intriga
lalo na sa mga taong tabingi ang paa

Thursday, June 22, 2006

the first night without

art by:

and i hope i can sleep well tonight
i wish my brain would stop talking
that my hand won't reach for someone to hold
rather be content being just with me
alone but peaceful
trying to sleep
and let thoughts and love evaporate into the night

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Superman KFC toys: COMPLETED


Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Toy Convention 2006 Aftermath

The 5th Toy Convention was great, crazy, hot, and sweaty!!!
there were tons of hundreds of people cramming up mega trade hall. it smelled of pespiration already from the outside. but heck, everyone had a lot of fun! specially me, i enjoyde playing hide and seek with azrael while he was on stage.

i also saw a lot of friends again!

az and i were sleepless for two days then came yesterday (monday) i had my root canal surgery, soshal, but it was painful man, i had to absent from work to get it done.

anyway more pictures.. of me first, heehee : )

also visit my multiply ( for more pics. will upload the coverage soon or just use azrael's. these are from day ONE.

i am holding the emcee's long and hard mic.. what are you thinking?

me at the hero booth taking a pic for hero id and on the other side, i think the emcee is hitting on me.

the gang with the organizer who's been following me


avril lavigne is my savior when im down

Why do you always do this to me?
Why couldn't you just see through me?
How come you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I could feel you near me, even though you're far away

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you more and more each day
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel

Pictures from Toy Convention 2006 first installment

i will upload more photos soon. also, wait for my photo uploads at
and no, not all my pics are photos of me heehee.

me and superman

me and the hot spiderman plus wolverine on the side

with siopao master, buknoy, and another friend of theirs.
me looking for av idol vcds but bought hentai instead

with my ex-girlfriend and bestfriend shandalle

shandie and drew

Friday, June 16, 2006

Toy Convention Tomorrow Megatrade Hall 2 SM Megamall

hello readers!!! it's the time of the year again, the toy convention is coming tomorrow!
hold your pees and get ready for an exciting day and night!

the event is a fun excuse to go to Megamall again and drown yourselves of freebies from exhibitors. Lots of prizes await the thicked-faced individual *kidding*

so sleep well and get tons of rest for it's toy convention tomorrow! don't forget your digicams, school girl skirts, costumes, what have you.

ready your pens and papers, comics and other stuff that are signable by your favorite comic artists, personalities, and bands.

and moi will be there pimping my toys, and tshirts. so bring your 180 bucks so you can buy from me ^____^

go! go! go!

Good Morning....

breathe in breathe out...
wash your face.
dont hold your breath.

fake a smile.
be patient,
it's almost over.

they wont bother you again.

~ lace

photo courtesy of: google images

**i am so intoxicated i spelled breathe as breath earlier. my wrong. and i am suppose to be a grammar freak.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Superman Toys at KFC

i just completed my CARS happy meal toys today!!!!

now i have another one to collect, the SUPERMAN TOYS of chuckie meal from KFC.
only 4 pieces so that means i have to eat chicken for 4 days. im going to get my first today today during lunch time. weee!!!!

also, i heard COLGATE will release SUPERMAN pencil cases..

and best of all, superman lunchbox from purefoods!!!

images care of:

but my priotity is the KFC toys woohoo!!! im getting addicted to these figures i dont have money anymore, maybe i should keep my job...


Wednesday, June 14, 2006

The Newly Weds

purely intense, amazing
exquisitely devasting
i'm in a daze and I'm drenched in our moment

suddenly life's spectacular
a decade full circle brought me back to you
always the boy with the yellow rose i just could not forget

and I feel safe now
just where i wanna be
i can breathe in this serenity i
will chase down both our armies
no more historical calamity here

you inspire me fiercely
reconsile negativity
my fear i place before
the union of two

relentless in your chivalry
love to lick your lips so thankfully
always the boy with the yellow rose, peacock feather and baby's breath

my vision is to follow through
i patiently waited this long for you
so completely consumed
God you're beautiful

the whole world fades in a crowded room
a decade full circle
brought me back to you
always the boy with the yellow rose
i just could not forget

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Where can i buy this?

Azrael said he will buy me this necklace if i will ALWAYS wear it. but it's out of stock with one supplier.

azrael said im a PIG

i remember how i got anorexic during my early college days.

that was when i had all negative comments from my mom who'd always joke me that i had a huge round fat face. then i started to eat less, then eat bits, then eat none at all. of all the people who would push me back to that hell is none the less than my boyfriend.

we were eating at mcdonald's for breakfast, who looked at the girl by my side. he told me she had nice earrings. then he left for his seat. while eating, i told him i worked out last night (i only did 100 ab crunches) then he said, good, you should really work out so that you can get the sexy body you had last 2004 (translated to english), that was hot, he said. then he said more that would spell: lace you are a fat shapeless pig, you were much better when i first met you and now you transformed into a working force loshang. THEN he said how lovely the hair of the girl by myside is, that she looks half-korean and her nails were really nice.

i bet azrael does not even notice my nails! and more than that, all the things i have to put up with in this freaking toxic relationship!

sorry my post is not as good as the morning : ) but i have to post it or else i might have myself killed by hit and run.

Monday, June 12, 2006

suzaku_lace at YOU Blog Addict

weee! thanks to Joey Alarilla for featuring my blog at YOU blog addicts of INQ7.NET

visit the link above to read my interview [again, im not feeling like a celebrity i just want to share this]

Friday, June 09, 2006

Mcdonald's Happy Meal, no sleep pa rin.

I finally got my 6th car, Flo. i still lack 2 cars... im so sleepy right now my fingers are sliding off the keyboard. gahhh... i want to crawl to bed. i wish i can get a vacation, i wish i can live my life in peace. but anyway, im so happy my collection is almost complete.

azrael is a mess and he's so sabog just like me. he has a lot to do but has not finished anything.

he's putting messages everywhere like he's the omen, God please help my boyfriend.

im banned from using yahoo messenger, he screens everything now and im just floating around like a fruit fly.

suzaku_lace press release

I can't wait for lunch time, im not going to get a happy meal car because i want to sleep.

azrael was furious last night and awoke me at around 2am, we slept around 4am after the makeup sack session.

im bangengers today and i think im stuck in a nightmare or some hell of sort.

my eyes are almost popping out when i washed my face this morning.. i only have 1.30 hours of sleep and i have to work for 8 hours.

whatever azrael comes up with, i only have one press release and that is: no comment, i was in delirious mode, read everything well, see between the lines, women do crazy things for love, and most of all, i'll keep the rest to myself, rest assured ive voiced them out to azrael.

my apologies to all those who deserve it.

PS. this blog is for my readers and no, im not claiming to be a hollywood star.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

suzaku_lace art attack

my juicy creative love juice flows and no one is there to savor it so here goes the art of angst.

Mcdonald's Happy Meal, back to work, derma male part 2

hello from the land of stress and brokeness.
im back working after my foot has recuperated.

CARS happy meal:

i already have FIVE of them and i need 3 more!!!
i want to start collecting happy meals for my successor, may it be a he or she. i wont take them out of the plastics so that when my child opens it, it's brand new :) or i might just sell them off EBAY to make moolah.

see each car at
i already have Sally, Filmore, Matel, Lightning Mcqueen, and Luigi.

the next happy meal is Pirates of the Carribean :) then, next is polly pockets!!!

Derma-male: a male derma

i also had my face done after a month! the derma-male made up my face and now im red with spots all over my face. i need 4 days to recuperate and be back in my shinning dazzling self.

<--- me at the operating room, will give birth to the next OMEN.

i also watched the OMEN, and im now scared that i might give birth to a son of the devil (not azrael's son) but the real devil down there.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

I'm absent today: Broken Foot :(

i can't walk to the office today because of my right foot. i accidentally stepped it on the floor with too much pressure yesterday. i was sitting all day and maybe it was shocked when i suddenly stood up to get the phone. it didnt hurt until last night and this morning, it feels like it has an electricity going through it. good thing i have a cane here at home that i can use for the moment. :)

for a closer look:

Monday, June 05, 2006


suzaku_lace's DA link:


features photographs ive taken this year.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

what's going on and my stress level tsenes

Weekend!!! YIPPEEE!

I saw on the net that the Tokyo Project with Bonnie Bailey is just 600 bucks! gah i want to go go go and dance my stress away once more. I want to see MALE dancers i saw during the nokia soundtrip haha.

Several things are happening right now, two more months and i'll be jobless already. I am having conflicts with my schedule for my job hunting so i can keep the money flowing. Azrael will start going to school soon and we'll barely have time for each other, i will have no one to talk to in Yahoo Messenger during lull time and i'll have to go home alone and sleep alone evry mondays and tuesdays.. hayyy crazy!

i have so much bills to pay i still have to pay 4,600 to my credit card and 2k to my aunt because i lost my cellphone when i started to work and i got a new one from her.

Anyway, i hope i decide soon when i can take the written exams for this company, it should be on monday but i can't skip work since i have to update the website.

so help me God.

Your Stress Level is: 75%
You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now.Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out.Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

Azrael's Kiss test

Your Kissing Purity Score: 17% Pure

For you, it's all kiss and no talk.

You're in a permanent lip lock.

Azrael's Stress test

Your Stress Level is: 49%

You are somewhat prone to stress, especially when life gets hard.
When things are good, you resist stressing over little problems.
But when things are difficult, you tend to freak out and find it hard to calm down.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

me and the japanese earrings!

bear earrings

they finally arrived!!! here are photos of me wearing them. if you want earrings like these, you can email me at, reply to this post, or use the tagboard.

i'll be bringing catalogs during toycon for your orders and still, i'll be selling the anime shirts.

sakura earrings

If you want the model, please call azrael. kidding :p

5th Toys, Hobbies, and Collectibles Convention or Toycon

Azrael is not sleeping at all and it has greatly affected his sex life because of this event.

i am plugging the Toy Convention on June 17-18.

azrael looks like a walking toy con poster whatever. he thinks about it all day and all night, when he looks at me he sees the toy con poster and screws it.