Suzaku Lace

im sick again, and no im not pretending to be a sickly weakling. i have fever and flu like everyone else in my office and in Pinoyanime.net

im so tired and fatigued mentally and emotionally. im tired of all these things life is throwing at me. i find myself different too. i never used to breakdown in the middle of the night for instance.

i think my end is near. i know it is very posssible to obtain death through constant depression and i never thought i will wish to die at this very young age because i am too tired, very tired, and you have no idea how tired i am.