yahoo =p

yesterday was awesome haha.. i am both speechless and breathless, so i'll just place here the pics of the day. I was able to eat a srumptous slice of pizza from Sbarro's and then chinese from North Park for dinner. and today is payback day but i just ate a mc chicken with my friends for lunch. Bangkok is near coming and i am rehersing what im going to tell my mother, the letter from the teacher will be out on monday, which i think is kind of late because feb. 16 is near already. i need $245, or something like Php 15,000 which i think is very cheap and reasonable enough. there, i get brain freeze when i think about it, i want to go badly with the gang.

picture my day

Yay! Today we finished our presentation for e-marketing. It went well and the prof seems to like the outcome of my sleepless nights. I could have done better if I weren’t sick. But shit happens and its good that I’m feeling a little better now. I could hardly breath for the last two days, there was a phlegm factory inside of me and the chimneys are causing me to be feverish. I was jittering on my way to school and I was hot when I took the quiz. I barely reviewed my taxation book and I know I already have one item wrong d-r-a-t. not that im getting addicted to my grades, I want to do well this term, this is the last before OJT.

Speaking of, you are seeing our graduation pictures down there. Mine definitely doesn’t look like me, it doesn’t reflect my personality… haha, so much for grad pics. But can’t stop thinking about it, I mean all my people and my love of my life year 2002-2004 will see that picture and it doesn’t say what I want it to say. Anyway, I’m better live as usual =p

Im going to get a lot of sleep today because I’m just starting to get well and I have to catch up with the normal sleeping time of humans. I bow to my beloved shandie for doing well in her new job, graveyard time slot but it pays off well.

Patience is the word of the week. I did not bite my sister’s head off when I learned she’s exploring my account, I was able to finish my presentation and so on. And now!!! All my netcards are like vacuumed and I realized that psycho must have used them since the windows desktop is accessible too through other accounts. I was able to learn some flashing (not that flash, but macromedia’s) and I managed to create some output. It’s a neat software to have but if you’re not ready to do some head pounding then better stay away from it. I’m going to explore it more on my free time, and next is dream weaver.. I got it somehow but I wasn’t able to use it for my project. And the video editing softwares are chicken, except adobe since I havent installed the thing yet. But im going to get em all I swear.

Bangkok! Here we come.

Yes! We are going to Bangkok on Feb. 17-20 but I haven’t told my mom yet. Maybe I’ll request it as a birthday present. We’re just waiting for the email from the teacher so that I can give it to mom and ask for the shing shing. I deeply and sincerely wish that she’d let me go to Bangkok. It’ll be fun, yay! If she wont let me, awww… but im being positive, what’s not to like about your daughter doing academic field work right?

back to the grave****

2 hours before workout

yey! im home.. im full of ideas today. first, i woke up and fixed my videocam so that it can be detected by my pc. I use my pc to edit videos and transfer them to vcds or dvds. and since it worked, i got an idea to put up some signs and send some mails for video transfer services. weee!!! haha ^^ and then while i was waiting for vincent to pick me up, i went to UM and started some accounts for the website of my so-called venture. i wont lose anything by trying right...haha and i also did my marketing efforts in school, i talked to some friends and blockmates of the service im offering, and i added that i might include editing as another product but i think i have to learn more and play with some softwares before i can do that. Like i was saying to sousuke awhile ago, i told him i still have plenty of time to setup since i have no clients yet. Then when vincent came, we talked about upgrading and optimizing my IBM laptop and then i told him my plans on buying a new PC. i was so hyped up i got hungry and Bong, vincent's friend was talking about spam and we were so noisy in the car. Riding with them is fun and traffic seems to disappear.

I have more business ideas that just sprung up today, i better list them down after my workout. I just ate scallops, tocino and a little bit of rice. Mom was proud of her scallops recipe and so i had to sit down and eat at the dinner table. I decided not to eat my usual peanut butter combo meal. i also ate plain noodles at chowking for lunch... and a chicken burger for snack..haha, i ate a lot today because my schedule got twisted. i was very excited with my videocam that i left the house forgetting about lunch and so i had to eat with andrea and lian to chowking. Then i had to hang out with Lala and Andrea after class because i had to wait for vincent, there goes the chicken burger. Anyway, im so happy today and i dont know why. hahaha.. we dont have any quizzes for tomorrow but i have to wake up at 6am if i want to ride with vincent to school.

Service audits.. as we want to call them, are coming up. it's just the time we spend dining out and rating the food and service of the restaurants. Still trying to schedule with the gang but i wish to see a lot of people i havent seen for awhile but my schedule is like a jungle and my wallet is not that flat but i have to have a reservoir. haha ^^

I bought a new cd of Maroon 5, finally.. its my workout cd tonight and i think i better logout because im wasting precious net seconds by just typing here. ^^

photos.. none for today ^^

30 minutes before workout

yup.. just digesting the peanut butter sandwich and hot choco. i had a hard time going to school!!! it was b-a-d... not only did i ride a pedicab but i had to give the man 60 pesos for a very short distance... that's sooo mean, i didnt want to argue early in the morning and all i wanted was to be in school and get my education.. anyway, it turned out to be a fun day though. i had lunch again at houseblend (the best!) i love it there these days, homemade tasting pasta and sandwiches at the least price.. perfect for students! (who got their wallets vaccumed because of transportation) i got home past 7pm and im a bit tired but it was a fun day and i feel i have the energy now to go thru tuesday to friday. weee!!!

haha.. im too stubborn, dont u think? =p
i want my freedom back and this is my #$%@! blog =p

good day at last

yay! this is the best day i have ever had since new year... peaceful, quiet and lovely. i want to write as much as i can, u know the detailed version.. but i think i have an unwelcomed lurker so id rather sshhhhh... i'll change my blogger address (thinking about it) because i want my freedom to write and to celebrate each day and to capture them in this electronic manner.

morning view


the group went to Oakwood today for the E-trade bridge seminar/training/forum... what i saw and experienced, i did not expect. when we went in, it was exercise time (forum), kind of like a group discussion and there should be reporting right after. it was chaotic in our table.. we joined some SME persons, ICT and DTI, etc persons... the question was rather phrased in a different manner, and it was confusing but it can be understood or interpreted somehow.. but the adults were having a really hard time and they were like not agreeing with each other... in short, they werent lisening to each other and each wants to be dominant.. and so i tried to help them with their confusion once but yeah, it was useless.. it was a funny experience.. i think the other tables/groups were far better but its okay since its all over and done.

i rode with vincent on the way back... he kept on txting that he was near.. first txt was 5.30... then next was 6pm and he arrived at around 7.30 whew... yeah i know.. next time really id rather ride a shuttle or bus.. i got tired and so i dont want to workout anymore plus its too late already. he just barged in the study room right now and offered me dark chocolates... DRAT!!! im really pissed, hello.. someone's struggling to lose weight here ya know. but what i really want to devour are dried mangoes... omg.. sweet.. n0 fat.. natural edibles... i cant wait to buy them tomorrow at the grocery. i might drop by the mall because i realized im in need of new capri pants.. yah i dont wear jeans.. i actually saved a lot this week and weee!!! im so proud of my accumulated mini wealth. i always forget processing my credit card though.. but i promise i'll send in the form on monday... yay!

i think i'll sleep well tonight.. workout is scheduled as soon as i wake up... hahaha ^^

update! update!

that reminds me of little ceasar's pizza! pizza! anyway, i figured out that being negative and all gloomed up wont help me. so, im signing back to my normal mode. today was pretty hectic and im filled with a lot of tasks for school. i want to finish everything asap so they wont clutter up. the past few days, i was and still commuting to and from school. i cant believe i am enjoying it as much as i do. when u walk in the morning, u dont feel sleepy and grumpy when u arrive. well maybe my hair is a mess but the important thing is i am much more awake. i like the way i live somehow... waking up, going to school, eating, sleeping, working out, and eating. haha, i figured im just trading off the calories with my workout and nothing really happens. haha ^^ i workout now because i dont have anything else to do when i get a break from school stuff. i am suppose to sleep but my hair is wet and cant sleep or i'll get blind (as they say, dont want to risk anything right...) haha, and if i go to sleep with my wet hair then my pillows will get wet too. haha. i wish i can post new pictures, maybe on friday or so.. i always forget to bring my camera because it wont fit in my purse and yeah, i feel like someone is going to take a look at the photos *psycho soundtrack playing*

i need a raise for my allowance... u see, i just realized i spend 64 pesos for travel... that's too much right. God give me the grace and courage to ask my mom later for a raise. maybe i'll print a letter again or something. haha ^^ my driver got hepatitis and so i have to ride the bus and jeepney and sometimes the train (im getting good at this). i have found 2 routes to school and i feel very proud.

im feeling good really, much better except for i feel bad i just ate a lot today.. haha..
im getting sleepy... zzzz...

i miss the one that i love a lot ^^

1 million things i hate about you

have u seen the movie 10 things i hate about u? right, it's the movie with the two sisters brawling with each other. come back later for updates because i really want to be creative with this post, if i can.. haha ^^ but ive been a good girl (yeah!) for quiet sometime i may not be able to pull this off. gotta get more inspiration from fred durst and my rocker friends who love to hate. im gonna go back to my room, actually ive bee there since i arrived today! ^^; i was sleeping until 4pm.. that's pretty long.. i even fell asleep at the living room good thing the psycho wasnt home yet but now she is... and yeah i know she reads this (@#%?!) and well its good since she'll be mentioned around here a little more often.. haha.. happy reading to u dear sister and good luck in f*%#@ up my life =p

bottled water

hello.. lookie its 12.15am and i am wide awake. i have nothing to do and so i opened my laptop and decided to pour out everything here this wee hour. i am awake because:

1. i got tired of riding crappy buses with tons of unknown people inside
2. i got home and.. actually i dont remember what i did after
3. oh yah i remember.. i opened my laptop and checked my mail
4.. i went to my room and decided to take a nap until 8pm
5. i didnt sleep because im too annoyed with my sister
6. i went down and they didnt leave any dinner for me
7. i got more annoyed and ate chocolates
8. i thought more of the things happening around me.. i got confused yet again and so i hanged out more in my
room while listening to my alternative rock cds (feels good when ur not in the mood)
9. i realized i ate chocolates which are forbidden and sinful
10.. i suddenly caught myself working out while listening to bush's machine head (track 7 of sixteen stones)
11. i finished my workout, took a bath and now im here

drat this is pathetic. i cant believe this is happening. its new year for crying out loud, it's crazy and im turning
into an anger machine of some sort. haha. anyway, its really sad psychotic people exist. when u decide to
just ignore them, they just get worse and it's hard not to notice them or even let them ruin ur day or whatever.
i think it'll help if i write it here.. i have the saddest news!!! my wicked sister cut off her visa and so my credit card is dead. i think i should wear black later to school, meybe it'll help ease my misery. anyway, i shouldve
gotten earlier to the mall and burned it away with more purchases. but come to think of it, it's like the beginning
of something good though. im processing my new credit card with equitable bank, and yeah i wont be dependent
on my sister's extension right...

but today was crappy and fun, i kind of blurted out a lot of f*** and p*** today specially on my way
to school while i was chatting with vincent. hahaha, its fun to be mean and angry sometimes if u think of it.
then i also again complained about life and my ever famous sister at school and awhile ago while i was with
dear azrael but i cat be that angry in front of him, haha. and i remember, i got all wet before coming to class
and i was jittering in the classroom but that part of my day was fun though. its just that when i got home that i got
all this dark and gloomy, i can like imagine my hair turning from brown to deep wicked henna black or something. rant rant rant....

right now i dont really know what to do. but while i was burning off the chocolates i ate awhile ago.. i realized
that maybe, just maybe, the root of all this evil is insecurity. sooo.. my revenge is to just get even better and
happier with my life.. let her drool until she runs out of saliva.. im being totally mean and i know this isnt like me
at all but yah, when i get angry its even worse than this. i like my peace and when u disturb it, its war time.
like the art of war, im not going to attack obviously but i'll crawl deep down and bring u down. but oh no, i love
my God so i'll be good. let's just stick to the first plan.. i get better, she gets worse. harhar.

cheers!

bottled water

hello.. lookie its 12.15am and i am wide awake. i have nothing to do and so i opened my laptop and decided to pour out everything here this wee hour. i am awake because:

1. i got tired of riding crappy buses with tons of unknown people inside
2. i got home and.. actually i dont remember what i did after
3. oh yah i remember.. i opened my laptop and checked my mail
4.. i went to my room and decided to take a nap until 8pm
5. i didnt sleep because im too annoyed with my sister
6. i went down and they didnt leave any dinner for me
7. i got more annoyed and ate chocolates
8. i thought more of the things happening around me.. i got confused yet again and so i hanged out more in my
room while listening to my alternative rock cds (feels good when ur not in the mood)
9. i realized i ate chocolates which are forbidden and sinful
10.. i suddenly caught myself working out while listening to bush's machine head (track 7 of sixteen stones)
11. i finished my workout, took a bath and now im here

drat this is pathetic. i cant believe this is happening. its new year for crying out loud, it's crazy and im turning
into an anger machine of some sort. haha. anyway, its really sad psychotic people exist. when u decide to
just ignore them, they just get worse and it's hard not to notice them or even let them ruin ur day or whatever.
i think it'll help if i write it here.. i have the saddest news!!! my wicked sister cut off her visa and so my credit card is dead. i think i should wear black later to school, meybe it'll help ease my misery. anyway, i shouldve
gotten earlier to the mall and burned it away with more purchases. but come to think of it, it's like the beginning
of something good though. im processing my new credit card with equitable bank, and yeah i wont be dependent
on my sister's extension right...

but today was crappy and fun, i kind of blurted out a lot of f*** and p*** today specially on my way
to school while i was chatting with vincent. hahaha, its fun to be mean and angry sometimes if u think of it.
then i also again complained about life and my ever famous sister at school and awhile ago while i was with
dear azrael but i cat be that angry in front of him, haha. and i remember, i got all wet before coming to class
and i was jittering in the classroom but that part of my day was fun though. its just that when i got home that i got
all this dark and gloomy, i can like imagine my hair turning from brown to deep wicked henna black or something. rant rant rant....

right now i dont really know what to do. but while i was burning off the chocolates i ate awhile ago.. i realized
that maybe, just maybe, the root of all this evil is insecurity. sooo.. my revenge is to just get even better and
happier with my life.. let her drool until she runs out of saliva.. im being totally mean and i know this isnt like me
at all but yah, when i get angry its even worse than this. i like my peace and when u disturb it, its war time.
like the art of war, im not going to attack obviously but i'll crawl deep down and bring u down. but oh no, i love
my God so i'll be good. let's just stick to the first plan.. i get better, she gets worse. harhar.

cheers!

happy new year !i!

i wanted to post a lot but my pc stopped connecting to the net and so i have to make do with this laptop which is kinda friendly tonight. anyway, new year was okay, not that noisy and i didnt get sleepy before 12am. But yah i hid in my room around 11.30 after i disconnected from the net. its so awkward to write a lot now because ahem my friend edward was reading my blog out loud during new year's eve through the voice chat in ym. then i kinda realized that yeah, its a bit too girly.. haha.. but yah anyhoo, whatever. what if i die all of a sudden then my friends and family wouldnt read as much right?? of course when i die my family can know everything already since they cant get me. or when i have a lot of children and then oh no, grandchildren *eeww* then they'll have something to read, ryt? =p

its the first week of the year and yet im trapped in this house eating tuna and whatever meat there is. its good i can escape tomorrow though. but this week is kinda unfavorable, im always thinking about things and sometimes its better not to think so that u dont get confused. haha ^^ its good though that i already have the fourth shopaholic book, shopaholic and sister! weee ^^ that'll keep my mind off things for sometime. im really scared of going back to school because its kinda like my last term and ojt is next. its crucial if u think of it, and then i think a lot about my family and then my friends. i mean the future is right in front of me and there are a lot of decisions that i have to think about. im looking forward to see andrea and the gang on wednesday so i have someone to pour out everything to. haha.

i think i need to edit this after my pc starts working because im sounding weird. haha.

i got a lot this year except money. haha. i made my first purchase with my card again but yah they are lovely items. anyway, im glad to be alive and lucky. its just that the first week is making me crazy.

cheers!